Lately I have been struggling. And given everything thats been going on, its understandable. I am not complaining, but I am still struggling emotionally. I am trying to play my part to flatten the curve, but I also have depression and its not exactly getting better. Everything that I was looking forward to this year, […]
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So I was just reading an article for an essay thats due tomorrow. And yes I know I am a procrastinator. So boohoo. Thats not the point of this post. Its that it fucking pissed me off and I need to rant now. And because I won’t be able to say what I want to […]
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Ok so a few days ago I made a post about going out with someone and wanting to see them again. And I don’t know what happened between then and today, because now I’m blocked. After I made that post, he barely messaged me. I don’t know why. And I don’t think its my blog. […]
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One of the things I try to do with my blog is being honest with myself and other people about what is going on because it is relatable. And this is why I am making this post, even though it is the MOST difficult thing for me to do right now. It is hard to […]
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So I have been in a bit of a mood lately. And its not been a good one. Its understandable with everything going on. I am not upset with myself for that. I’ve lost interest in doing anything, speaking to people, keeping up with the little bit of school I have left. Until today when […]
Read MoreWith everything going on, I have been bummed out the past few days and I have a feeling that I am slowly becoming depressed. You might think I am overreacting, but I know myself. I know the signs to look for in depression. Last week started good and then it ended up on a shitty […]
Read MoreI never would have guessed that’s how this year would turn out. A few days ago I was excited to start my last month of school and was struggling whether or not I wanted to participate in a conference. I was just living my life as I would because I didn’t think that covid-19 would […]
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Last month I applied to this undergraduate research conference and last week I got an email saying that my project was accepted. I was happy but at the back of my mind I thought I couldn’t go Now I am struggling to decide whether or not I want to go. I’m the type of person […]
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My last month of university starts from today, 9th March 2020. I still have exams in April, but last month of university in terms of classes to go back. Only 4 weeks of class left before I am done. And for me thats a big thing because for the first time in my life, when […]
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This week was an interesting one. I was sick throughout the week. It was most likely a sinus infection because my face hurt and I was stuffy, and I had a toothache. No I don’t have a cavity because I just saw my dentist 2 months ago and the pain went from one side of […]
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