My Little Piece of the Internet

I try to explain to others whats going on but they don’t understand. Not only can they not relate to whats going on and how I feel, they leave. Imagine having the gut to tell someone your story, the pain and emotions that come with it. They pretend to understand. Maybe they do. But then […]

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Was buying a kindle Worth it?

Last month, as a graduation gift to myself, I bought a kindle. You have to celebrate the little moments in life right? Some part of me questioned whether or not that was a big mistake. I could have purchased something else. I kept on thinking: the device only cost $140 CAD, but I did get […]

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Subscriptions Can Get Expensive

So today I gave in and signed up for Disney Plus. Yes I was one of those who did not have it. And no I did not do it because of the hype. My friend and I want to watch the Marvel Universe movies and it would be easier if we both had Disney plus […]

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Puppies!!! Puppies Everywhere!!!

Today while going through my photos, I came across a few photos that made me smile. I posted it on instagram, but wanted to share it here as well. My grandfather owns a farm, where there are dogs. And one of those dogs, gave birth to puppies. So guess who was in puppy heaven playing […]

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I have a Right to be Sad

Its been about a month since I last cried. Until tonight when I reflected about how I’ve been feeling in my journal. Lately, I’ve become distant and pretending that everything’s okay when its not. I’ve been sleeping my days away, watching The Good Doctor , reading and staring at the wall. The Good Doctor is […]

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April 2020 Memories

It’s been a while. I took an unexpected break from my blog. I love sharing my thoughts and hearing from others. So I didn’t want to force myself to do something I love. And now we are at the end of April. The biggest thing that happened was that I finished university. Woohooo!!!! I completed […]

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Reminding Myself that its Okay

I really try to be grateful and not complain but I need to. All today I have been saying confidently that I am not submitting my assignment tonight. That I am going to submit it later. But the thing is, its not that I am proud of that. Its that I am trying to convince […]

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Looking Forward to Good Friday

Holding a drink in a backyard

There’s something about this time of year that makes it special to me. I was born and raised Catholic, and by no means am I a religious person. But I respect and value religion because it is a part of how I was raised. For me this time of year is about god, not about […]

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Trying to do Finals with Depression

I’ve been very open about struggling emotionally and with my depression around what’s going on. And its come to the point where my depression is so bad that it is going to affect how I complete, not only the school year but my undergrad. And it hurts thinking about that. I know that other people […]

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Missing Him on His Birthday

Lit Candles on Cupcakes

My uncle would have turned 42 years today. But he’s dead and wasn’t able to experience it [not that there is anything he is missing] I’m going to be honest, its been a rough day for me. Its almost 10 months since he died and it still hurts. I still miss him. And till you […]

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