July 2020 Memories

Its just one of those days where I am fighting with my ipad. For some reason it shows all my files on icloud have disappeared while its still there on my phone and laptop. So not sure whats going on with it. But its also the end of July which means my monthly recap. This […]

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questionable purchases at midnight | Digital Planner

Before I go onto my story, just know that a big decided to scare the living shit out of me tonight. I am not really afraid of bugs, but when they decide to fly through the vent and use my room as their playground, know that it had a death wish and there are always […]

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What It’s Like to Graduate into a Pandemic

Night time with some trees

If you have never heard of CNBC Make It, I would recommend trying out their content because it is good and relatable as a twenty-something year old. Tonight I decided to watch one where they talked about What It’s Like To Graduate Into A Recession. I know that older people love to assume that as […]

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I’m starting to regret being a nice person | Family Drama

I’m currently having one of those moments where I wish I could go back in time to take back what I did and said. Right now I just want to cut off all contact with my family and disappear from the world. I try to be neutral, to not be involved in family drama, I […]

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My 23rd Birthday

So yesterday was my birthday and I am now 23 years old. I haven’t felt any difference in turning a year older, but I have a feeling it will come in time. Fun fact, I am not a big birthday person. I have always kept it simple and spent it with family and friends. And […]

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1 year since Arristella was launched!!!

So yesterday, July 24 2020 marked 1 year since Arristella was launched!!! I know, I know this post is a bit late. The best thing should have been to do this on its actual launch day, but I didn’t. I wasn’t home, I didn’t know I would be out the whole day and night, didn’t […]

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Let’s Talk About Suicide

I don’t know when this is going up. I don’t know if this ever will be posted. And if you are seeing this, know that I wrote this on 23rd July 2020 at 10:00PM. I wasn’t ready to talk about this. Honestly I don’t know if I ever will be ready to talk about this. […]

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A year Since I last Straightened My Hair

Today marks 1 year since I last straightened my hair. Yes I know that exact date because that’s the last time I went to a salon. Yes I know I’m weird for being proud of the little things. And no I did not plan on that, it just happened. And I am not sure if […]

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There’s a Reason Why No One In My Life Knows About This Blog

So my birthday is on Saturday, and like usual I am not looking forward to it. Getting older doesn’t really bother me. I just don’t like the attention that comes with it. And I just enjoy spending it with my puppy and cousin. I’m that simple. Spending it here this year isn’t the same. There […]

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Accepted Being Depressed

This past week I have been struggling with my depression. All I do is stay in bed. I barely answer my messages. Have not been on my blog. My room is trash. I haven’t been applying to jobs. I just don’t give a fuck anymore. I’m not saying this for you to feel sorry for […]

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