I feel like more than ever no one understand what I am going through and how I may be feeling the way that I am. They dont understand what its like to be broken. To lose your person. To trust. To leave the house. To make a simple phone call. And even though you may […]
Read MoreThis month feels like the month from hell. So much has happened – more bad than good. So, I am going to keep this short. Life My grandmother died almost a week ago. This was my breaking point and too be honest, I don’t know if and how I will recover. I’ve lost a lot […]
Read MoreTwo months ago, my grandmother got sick. And it worse very fast. On Wednesday night she died. Its been hard and still doesn’t feel real. I am not ready to talk about it yet, but I shared my journal entry for that which tries to explain what I cant.
Read MoreIts been a day. I am currently crying. I feel like I am losing control of every single thing in my life. And I have no one to speak to right now, so I am going to vent here. If you’re new, welcome. My name is Aaliah and my life is a fucking shit show […]
Read MoreTomorrow marks 2 years since my uncle died. Two years later, I’m still sad. I still miss him. And this time of year is just really hard for me because all those feelings come back. Even though its been 2 years, these feelings have not gone away. Some times I feel like my family has […]
Read MoreI’m guessing that the majority of us have had to deal with scammers, whether that is through phone calls or texts or maybe even emails. And if you haven’t, I’m jealous. I get at least one scam phone call a week and usually its from fido chinese department. Sometimes its Canada Revenue Agency (CRA). I […]
Read MoreA little over a week ago, I was having a rough time and decided to get myself a nintendo switch. And I am loving it. I will be the first one to admit that I spend money on things I shouldn’t when I am having a bad day or anytime between midnight and 4am. But […]
Read MoreWell, we have done it. With covid cases increasing in the Toronto and Peel regions we are going back into “lockdown” tomorrow for 28 days. And on top of that, its snowing today. Schools and child care services are going to remain open, as well as essential stores, so thats good.However, restaurants, small businesses and […]
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I was just updating my Letterboxd account with the movies I have watched the past few weeks and it made me curious what other people keep track of. I’m a bit of a nerd in that I like tracking my everyday life and seeing the statistics. I either have a particular app, use an excel […]
Read MoreHappy Halloween! Fun fact I have never celebrated or dressed up for Halloween. It wasn’t something that was celebrated where I lived before moving to Canada, and even when I was here, I always had night classes. Hopefully one year. In the mean time, I will try to watch as many halloween movies as I […]
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Arristella 