June 2021 Memories

Somehow we are halfway through the year already. Honestly, I am not sure if I am excited or sad about that. At least my birthday is in July – I have that to look forward to. The best way to describe June was an emotional shit show. June marked the 2nd anniversary of my uncle’s […]

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Turns out it was a blood clot

A few days ago, I made a post being an emotional mess because my grandmother was really sick and I was terrified she would die. After a lot of testing, turns out she had a blood clot in her brain. If I am being honest, I do not know how to feel about hearing that. […]

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Family, Phone Calls and the Holidays

My grandmother and I speak every single day. It doesn’t matter if the call is 2 mins or 1 hour, we talk and its always been that way between the two of us. The only times we don’t really talk is when she’s asleep, sick or in the hospital. However, this Sunday and last Sunday, […]

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Getting some not-so-good news

I just got off the phone with my grandmother and got some not-so-good-news. Now I’m scared and worried. And I do not know what to do. She let me know that my grandfather is not feeling well. Everything hurts. If he is still not feeling well, they will take him to the hospital. They are […]

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Let’s Chat: Job search, grad school, travel, family

I want to open up about some things right now because I am sad and feel alone. It might be held against me. It might be complaining or overreacting. Honestly, I don’t care because its life, I have no one to talk to and its 2020. I can’t get into my National Student Loan Service […]

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I Met My Half-Sister Today

A few weeks ago I made a post saying that I found my half-sister on Facebook. Well today I met her. So on Friday she reached out to me saying that she would be in Toronto for the weekend and whether or not I was interested in meeting her. After I got over the shock […]

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So I Found My Long Lost Half-Sister

Okay so that title might be a little dramatic, so let me explain. I consider myself an only child, even though I technically have three half-siblings on my father’s side [2 half-sisters both born in Canada, one 4 years younger and the other 7 years younger and a half-brother 14years younger than me born in […]

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My Friday Night

Its 8pm on a Friday night. I am in my pyjamas, a messy bun and in my bed. I can hear the rain outside my window. I know. I am living the life as a 22 year old. I realize my life may not be as glamorous as others, but I am okay with that. […]

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