#BellLetsTalk

For some people today is just another ordinary day. For some it means something. Not only is it my grandmother [who is like a mother’s birthday], its also #BellLetsTalk day. Its an initiative by Bell in Canada to raise awareness and to end the stigma towards mental health. Bell will donate more towards mental health […]

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Do I look Chinese to You?

I’m going to be telling a story of something that happened while I was travelling back to Canada a few weeks ago. Something that I never really talked about in my post from that night. And before I even tell the story, I want to put a disclaimer that I am NOT trying to be […]

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Weekly Recap: Let's Try This Again

Honestly, the last thing I want to do right now is write a blog post. I just wrote an essay that sucked all the life and energy out of me. But I am doing this because I want to share my story and it is a moment to look back on. So about a week […]

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My Friday Night

Its 8pm on a Friday night. I am in my pyjamas, a messy bun and in my bed. I can hear the rain outside my window. I know. I am living the life as a 22 year old. I realize my life may not be as glamorous as others, but I am okay with that. […]

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I Feel Like a Failure

Today felt like shit. Its just one of those days where I feel overwhelmed, stressed, and disappointed in myself. I’m scared to talk about it with others because their response is always me overreacting. But if I am not careful, this could easily lead to depression. A lot of it has to do with me […]

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I Decided to Quit

I may not be the type of person to give up easily, but this was the message I sent to someone tonight: Hi So I’ve thought about this a lot over the past days and I don’t see myself being a part of club name for the rest of the school year. I am not […]

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Weekly Recap: Time to Get My Sh*t Together

So I have been back in Canada for like 3 days, and I think its officially time for me to start getting my shit together. If you’re a bit lost, I spent a few weeks in the Caribbean, came back on Wednesday night and went back to school on Thursday. I know, it was a […]

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Starting to Regret My Decision

Throughout the day, the only things I kept on thinking were “Why did I come back?” and “I regret coming back“. Just to catch up from my last post, I arrived back in Canada on Wednesday night and before that, I was in the Caribbean. So I basically left the warm tropical weather of 30C […]

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Everything is Not Fine

I’ve been debating whether or not I wanted to speak about this, but seeing that I have been crying the past hour-ish, I have my answer. If you read my last post, you would know that I was travelling back to Canada. I arrived safely, but everything is not fine. I like being on planes […]

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Leaving is the Hardest Part

Today my grandmother told me that every time I tell the doggie I’m leaving (because I am the type of person who speaks to her dog), it makes her sad. And honestly, I didn’t have a response to that. Because leaving is always the hardest part. Just to make it less confusing, I came to […]

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