Let’s Chat: Getting Bad News about my Family Again

I was actually just working on a bit of a fun post for tonight, but just spoke to my grandmother and got some bad new AGAIN!!!. Honestly, I don’t see myself finishing it because I am not in the mood. This time its not about my grandparents, and instead its about my uncle. I won’t […]

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Let’s Chat: Grad School Applications are submitted

I can finally say I am done with those grad school applications. Thank god. I only applied to 3 schools/programs and even though it might not seem like a lot, it wasn’t fun. Its costly, detailed and the information asked is similar but different. And there were times where I was frustrated and wanted to […]

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I feel like I can’t breathe

Lately, I have been feeling like I am drowning. I feel like I can’t breathe because there is a lot going on through my head. I don’t know how to explain it for you to understand, and I don’t want it to seem like I am complaining or going through a crisis. There’s just a […]

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Let’s Chat: Sometimes Words Kind of Hurt

I love that this blog gives me a space to rant and be vulnerable. I know that I posted one yesterday and that I haven’t gotten back to the comments, so if you’re reading this, know that I read them all and appreciated it. I will answer when I’m in a better headspace. Lately my […]

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Let’s Chat: I don’t have the energy.

As the days go by, I realize that what made me happy, no longer does. I prefer to sleep my day away and find a distraction when I am awake – that could be reading, playing animal crossing, watching youtube. I don’t really feel for food. I have kind of stopped speaking to people unless […]

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Let’s Chat [1 DEC 2020]

I posted this on my other blog, but wanted to share it here as well because why not. I have already talked about some of this several time, but other things I have not shared, like whats going with my sleeping and why I am avoiding social media lately. With the holidays coming up, I […]

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Lets Chat: Sad over Christmas

Its like 2am, I’m sad and have no one to speak to. So I am going to speak to my blog, because why not. I know that I should be asleep, but I’m not. Who knows when that will happen. Tonight, I was in an iffy mood. Like it wasn’t that anything bad happened but […]

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Let’s Chat [4th NOV 2020]

So tonight is just one of those nights where my brain just won’t shut up. And I now realizing that I am even more confused about what I wanted. I thought I had my shit finally figured out, but I don’t. Since I have no one to speak to about it, not that they would […]

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Let’s Chat: Job search, grad school, travel, family

I want to open up about some things right now because I am sad and feel alone. It might be held against me. It might be complaining or overreacting. Honestly, I don’t care because its life, I have no one to talk to and its 2020. I can’t get into my National Student Loan Service […]

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Let’s Chat [7th Sept 2020]

A few days ago I made a post talking about how I was stressed and overwhelmed with the things going on in my life. Almost a week later, mostly everything has worked out. And hopefully by tomorrow it will done and gone. A lot of those feelings came from a research paper that I did […]

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