Just like the title says, I’m feeling grumpy today and I don’t know why. Its one of those days where I am in a mood and can’t explain it. I would rather not be feeling that way, but I can’t do anything about it. Lately I have been questioning my choices and situations. Am I […]
Read MoreToday I woke up to a rejection email from one of the masters program I applied to. What a great way to start the morning eh? Nothing comes easy to me. I have received so many rejections over the past year and beyond that I have lost emotion when I get rejected. But this one […]
Read MoreEver since I have been stuck in self-isolation, I have kept myself distracted, either by reading, playing video games, watching something or sleeping. But I am realizing that I am getting bored of doing that. Now that I am doing nothing, I am starting to feel alone. Very alone. The only people I have seen […]
Read MoreI was actually just working on a bit of a fun post for tonight, but just spoke to my grandmother and got some bad new AGAIN!!!. Honestly, I don’t see myself finishing it because I am not in the mood. This time its not about my grandparents, and instead its about my uncle. I won’t […]
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I can finally say I am done with those grad school applications. Thank god. I only applied to 3 schools/programs and even though it might not seem like a lot, it wasn’t fun. Its costly, detailed and the information asked is similar but different. And there were times where I was frustrated and wanted to […]
Read MoreLately, I have been feeling like I am drowning. I feel like I can’t breathe because there is a lot going on through my head. I don’t know how to explain it for you to understand, and I don’t want it to seem like I am complaining or going through a crisis. There’s just a […]
Read MoreI love that this blog gives me a space to rant and be vulnerable. I know that I posted one yesterday and that I haven’t gotten back to the comments, so if you’re reading this, know that I read them all and appreciated it. I will answer when I’m in a better headspace. Lately my […]
Read MoreAs the days go by, I realize that what made me happy, no longer does. I prefer to sleep my day away and find a distraction when I am awake – that could be reading, playing animal crossing, watching youtube. I don’t really feel for food. I have kind of stopped speaking to people unless […]
Read MoreI posted this on my other blog, but wanted to share it here as well because why not. I have already talked about some of this several time, but other things I have not shared, like whats going with my sleeping and why I am avoiding social media lately. With the holidays coming up, I […]
Read MoreIts like 2am, I’m sad and have no one to speak to. So I am going to speak to my blog, because why not. I know that I should be asleep, but I’m not. Who knows when that will happen. Tonight, I was in an iffy mood. Like it wasn’t that anything bad happened but […]
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Arristella 