Somehow we are halfway through the year already. Honestly, I am not sure if I am excited or sad about that. At least my birthday is in July – I have that to look forward to. The best way to describe June was an emotional shit show. June marked the 2nd anniversary of my uncle’s […]
Read MoreA few days ago, I made a post being an emotional mess because my grandmother was really sick and I was terrified she would die. After a lot of testing, turns out she had a blood clot in her brain. If I am being honest, I do not know how to feel about hearing that. […]
Read MoreIn my last post, I was an emotional mess. Lets be honest, I am always an emotional mess, so nothing will ever change. However, today is an okay day. There is a bit of news I have been meaning to share for a while but never got around to it because I post when I […]
Read MoreOriginally, I planned to post something I’ve been wanting to talk about and something I’m proud. But emotionally I’m a mess, and balling my eyes out right now and can’t do that. So instead, I am going to put out my feelings. My grandmother’s been sick lately. And this week, it was bad. She doesn’t […]
Read MoreTomorrow marks 2 years since my uncle died. Two years later, I’m still sad. I still miss him. And this time of year is just really hard for me because all those feelings come back. Even though its been 2 years, these feelings have not gone away. Some times I feel like my family has […]
Read MoreAnd we are at the end of May already. How? I don’t know. Looking back at the month, not much happened, but what did happen is actually really really good. At the beginning of this month, I continued applying to jobs because I was set on on getting a job this summer. I got interview […]
Read MoreSo there’s a guy I’ve known for about 3 years. His MO is asking me to go out with him and then becoming flaky day of. His plan is always booking a hotel room to drink, cuddle and have weed. He also loves deleting me off snapchat and then adding me back as a friend […]
Read MoreThis post most likely will not make any sense, but I still thought I would share it. The past few days I have been feeling like a grumpy grumpster. The past few days I’ve woken up, I’ve just felt tired and like I want to go back to bed but have to still be awake […]
Read MoreThis month, I barely touched my blog. And its not because I was busy. Instead, my depression was really bad. The past few weeks, I have been in the biggest slump and my motivation to do anything just isn’t there. So barely blogged, which isn’t like me. Honestly, if it wasn’t for things I had […]
Read MoreWhen I woke up today, I realized that I had no cell phone service. I restarted my phone hoping that would solve the problem. It didn’t. Turns out that Rogers and Fido customers do not have any phone service. No calls, no texts, no data. I am grateful to have wifi that works, but it […]
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Arristella 