Feeling Like A Failure and Disappointment

Last month I applied to this undergraduate research conference and last week I got an email saying that my project was accepted. I was happy but at the back of my mind I thought I couldn’t go Now I am struggling to decide whether or not I want to go. I’m the type of person […]

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Last Month of University Starts Now

My last month of university starts from today, 9th March 2020. I still have exams in April, but last month of university in terms of classes to go back. Only 4 weeks of class left before I am done. And for me thats a big thing because for the first time in my life, when […]

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Weekly Recap: Lots of Big Things Happened

This week was an interesting one. I was sick throughout the week. It was most likely a sinus infection because my face hurt and I was stuffy, and I had a toothache. No I don’t have a cavity because I just saw my dentist 2 months ago and the pain went from one side of […]

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Stepping Out of My Comfort Zone

Today (Wednesday 4th March 2020), I participated in my university’s undergraduate research fair. And that is a big thing for me because I stepped out of my comfort zone to do so. I do not like talking. And I do not like people. But somehow, I ended up presenting a project to a bunch of […]

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February 2020 Memories

Another month has come and gone and now we are in March. I can’t believe I only have one full month left of university till I graduate. I swear I was in my first year just the other day. Anyway lets talk about February. It was an interesting and busy month. It felt like I […]

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Weekly Recap: A Busy 2 Weeks

A lot of things has happened over the last two weeks and the perfect time to talk about it all is on 29th of February. The one day that happens ever four years. Last week was supposed to be my break from school and unfortunately it ended up not being a break. Unlike other people, […]

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Medication, Shitty People and Doctor Visits

I’ve had a bit of a shitty day and I want to talk about it. So if you don’t want to read a ramble don’t. I been taking sertraline/Zoloft for my anxiety for about a year now. March will officially mark the one year anniversary. I usually get a refill about every 3 months. I […]

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Anxiety Fucking Sucks – An Update

On Sunday, I posted a very rambly post. I was in a bad mental state, my anxiety made me sick, I felt like trash. If you want to read it, I will leave it here, but more importantly, I wanted to give an update. First off, the likes and comments on that post meant a […]

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Anxiety Fucking Sucks

So I am in bed on a Saturday night feeling like trash. Nope I’m not sick. Anxiety just fucking sucks. And this post is going to be all over the place Currently my face hurts because my acne is bad. I want to stress eat, but I can’t because I feel nauseas and want throw […]

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The Missing Starbucks Order

Right now I should be studying but guess what I don’t want to, so I will write a post about what happened to me this morning, because its pretty funny but sad. I had a workshop to attend at my school and it was at 10am. See, I am a commuter, so the idea of […]

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