With everything going on, I have been bummed out the past few days and I have a feeling that I am slowly becoming depressed. You might think I am overreacting, but I know myself. I know the signs to look for in depression.
Last week started good and then it ended up on a shitty note. All the things that I was looking forward to are no longer there. I don’t have school and or volunteering shifts, so I am just in bed catching up with tv shows and playing nonograms. Oh and eating way to many snacks than I need to.
Right now school is kinda over and up in the air. There are no in-person lectures and no exam period. I do have a few more assignments to do, but when it comes to final exams, not everything can be done online. So it kind of makes me wonder how am I going to get a grade and if graduation is still an option at this point. I was supposed to take my graduation photos next week Monday but thats cancelled. Like I said, its up in the air.
I made a post on how I feel about everything here, so if you want to read it you can. But if you don’t want to read, know that I am overwhelmed. Right now I feel like I don’t want to read or look at news because I am tired of just seeing news about that. Hopefully I am not the only one who feels that way.
Remember a last month when I went on a series of rants about how group work sucks, well we are back at the same situation again. Unfortunately my dumb ass just doesn’t learn that it is always a terrible idea to work with these people. If you don’t know what I am talking, well its here, and here and here. We have an assignment due tomorrow that is no where close to being done. And like always, I am being ignored. In my defence I ignore them when they message. I did my part and put it in the google doc. Hopefully everyone gets their shit together in time.
This was supposed to be a recap like I do every week, but now that I am looking back at it, it seems to be all over the place. And that’s okay because my thoughts are all over the place and I don’t know what to say.