Now I'm Blocked

Ok so a few days ago I made a post about going out with someone and wanting to see them again. And I don’t know what happened between then and today, because now I’m blocked.

After I made that post, he barely messaged me. I don’t know why. And I don’t think its my blog. If somehow he comes across this post, hiiiiii.

I realized the banter stopped because when I said something earlier about anxious about a quiz, he kind of made a rude comment. And he’s never been that way to me before. So I was a bit surprised.

That’s why I decided to message him this afternoon. I didn’t want to continue trying to speak to someone when they were clearly not interested in speaking to me. I have been in that situation trying to speak to someone and getting ignored. And it sucks.

I’ve been ghosted before. And it hurts.

So I wanted to let him know how I felt.

And now I’m blocked.

I understand going through shit especially with everything going on lately. I am going through mine own things too. I am struggling every day. So I am not upset with him for that. At least I have somewhat of an answer.

I don’t understand why he blocked me though. I did nothing wrong. But its fine. One thing I have always realized is that they always come back.

A part of me wonders why I try putting myself out there to get hurt. Like what’s the point. But then I remember its NOT my fault. I did nothing wrong. I guess you have to go through the bad ones to get the right one.

If there is anything that I have learned it is to never be sad over a guy.

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A quirky, possibly crazy 22 year old talking about her life and doggie.

5 thoughts on “Now I'm Blocked

  1. I admire your courage in trying to put yourself out there. I’m still gathering the courage to do so. Don’t give up! I’m sure you’ll find the right one as long as you keep trying. Good luck!

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    1. Thanks for saying that. Sometimes things don’t work out and that’s okay. You shouldn’t let it bring you down, which is exactly what I try to do. And as cliche as it sounds, remember that everything happens for a reason.

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