Now I'm Blocked

Ok so a few days ago I made a post about going out with someone and wanting to see them again. And I don’t know what happened between then and today, because now I’m blocked.

After I made that post, he barely messaged me. I don’t know why. And I don’t think its my blog. If somehow he comes across this post, hiiiiii.

I realized the banter stopped because when I said something earlier about anxious about a quiz, he kind of made a rude comment. And he’s never been that way to me before. So I was a bit surprised.

That’s why I decided to message him this afternoon. I didn’t want to continue trying to speak to someone when they were clearly not interested in speaking to me. I have been in that situation trying to speak to someone and getting ignored. And it sucks.

I’ve been ghosted before. And it hurts.

So I wanted to let him know how I felt.

And now I’m blocked.

I understand going through shit especially with everything going on lately. I am going through mine own things too. I am struggling every day. So I am not upset with him for that. At least I have somewhat of an answer.

I don’t understand why he blocked me though. I did nothing wrong. But its fine. One thing I have always realized is that they always come back.

A part of me wonders why I try putting myself out there to get hurt. Like what’s the point. But then I remember its NOT my fault. I did nothing wrong. I guess you have to go through the bad ones to get the right one.

If there is anything that I have learned it is to never be sad over a guy.