Getting some not-so-good news

I just got off the phone with my grandmother and got some not-so-good-news. Now I’m scared and worried. And I do not know what to do.

She let me know that my grandfather is not feeling well. Everything hurts. If he is still not feeling well, they will take him to the hospital. They are worried he might be getting a stroke. If they are worried, I am even more worried especially with me being in a whole different country.

I can’t lose him. He is all I have.

I am grateful that my family told me. That they didn’t keep it from me because that would have broken me. I don’t have much left in me to deal with lies and betrayal.

2020 just keeps on giving eh?