July 2021 Memories

A part of me thought about not doing one of these memory recaps this month, but you know what, I’ve been doing it for a year and a half and its been one of my favorite posts. Too make it organized I am doing headers. Life I have talked about it a few times before, […]

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My life is a fucking shit show right now. I will explain…

Its been a day. I am currently crying. I feel like I am losing control of every single thing in my life. And I have no one to speak to right now, so I am going to vent here. If you’re new, welcome. My name is Aaliah and my life is a fucking shit show […]

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June 2021 Memories

Somehow we are halfway through the year already. Honestly, I am not sure if I am excited or sad about that. At least my birthday is in July – I have that to look forward to. The best way to describe June was an emotional shit show. June marked the 2nd anniversary of my uncle’s […]

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Turns out it was a blood clot

A few days ago, I made a post being an emotional mess because my grandmother was really sick and I was terrified she would die. After a lot of testing, turns out she had a blood clot in her brain. If I am being honest, I do not know how to feel about hearing that. […]

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I just can’t do it again.

Originally, I planned to post something I’ve been wanting to talk about and something I’m proud. But emotionally I’m a mess, and balling my eyes out right now and can’t do that. So instead, I am going to put out my feelings. My grandmother’s been sick lately. And this week, it was bad. She doesn’t […]

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A Month of Love | Day 3 – A happy memory

I currently have what feels like a million tabs opened on my laptop because I am working on a paper. And it is a bit annoying. But I need them and can’t close them. The struggles. Today’s journal prompt is to write down a happy memory… While thinking of this, I realized that a lot […]

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Let’s Chat: Getting Bad News about my Family Again

I was actually just working on a bit of a fun post for tonight, but just spoke to my grandmother and got some bad new AGAIN!!!. Honestly, I don’t see myself finishing it because I am not in the mood. This time its not about my grandparents, and instead its about my uncle. I won’t […]

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Family, Phone Calls and the Holidays

My grandmother and I speak every single day. It doesn’t matter if the call is 2 mins or 1 hour, we talk and its always been that way between the two of us. The only times we don’t really talk is when she’s asleep, sick or in the hospital. However, this Sunday and last Sunday, […]

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Getting some not-so-good news

I just got off the phone with my grandmother and got some not-so-good-news. Now I’m scared and worried. And I do not know what to do. She let me know that my grandfather is not feeling well. Everything hurts. If he is still not feeling well, they will take him to the hospital. They are […]

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September 2020 Memories

I am not sure which one I am more surprised by; the fact that the year is almost over or that I have kept up with these recaps. Just last week I reached 200 followers on this blog. It might not be a lot compared to others, but I am very proud that I have […]

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