So I Found My Long Lost Half-Sister

Okay so that title might be a little dramatic, so let me explain. I consider myself an only child, even though I technically have three half-siblings on my father’s side [2 half-sisters both born in Canada, one 4 years younger and the other 7 years younger and a half-brother 14years younger than me born in […]

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I’m starting to regret being a nice person | Family Drama

I’m currently having one of those moments where I wish I could go back in time to take back what I did and said. Right now I just want to cut off all contact with my family and disappear from the world. I try to be neutral, to not be involved in family drama, I […]

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My 23rd Birthday

So yesterday was my birthday and I am now 23 years old. I haven’t felt any difference in turning a year older, but I have a feeling it will come in time. Fun fact, I am not a big birthday person. I have always kept it simple and spent it with family and friends. And […]

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Let’s Talk About Suicide

I don’t know when this is going up. I don’t know if this ever will be posted. And if you are seeing this, know that I wrote this on 23rd July 2020 at 10:00PM. I wasn’t ready to talk about this. Honestly I don’t know if I ever will be ready to talk about this. […]

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There’s a Reason Why No One In My Life Knows About This Blog

So my birthday is on Saturday, and like usual I am not looking forward to it. Getting older doesn’t really bother me. I just don’t like the attention that comes with it. And I just enjoy spending it with my puppy and cousin. I’m that simple. Spending it here this year isn’t the same. There […]

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On My Mind Right Now

A girl trying to sleep

One of the things I love about my blog is that it gets my mind off whatever’s troubling me at the moment. And today’s one of those nights where a lot’s going on. First off, I watched Descendants 3 last week and ever since, the songs are stuck in my head. I can’t get it […]

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June 2020 memories

Another month has come and gone. Things are getting back to normal, or the “new normal”, but I’m still sad that I can’t travel. Yes, I will continue complaining about that because I’m usually with my doggie around this time and I am still sad that my travel plans are in limbo/cancelled. June was an […]

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My Struggle between Straight Hair and curly Hair

A few days ago I finally took my graduation photos. And I was struggling with the decision whether or not I wanted my hair to be curly or straightened. I have a love hate relationship with my hair [and I think that is a story on its own]. So for me to make the decision […]

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Just Hearing Those Words: Part 2

For an entire week, I prayed and hoped and wished, every single day that he would survive. Every single time that I received a message or a call, I was afraid for it to be those words. The confirmation that I didn’t want. I was about to fall asleep when my phone rang. It was […]

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Just Hearing Those Words: Part 1

I have a good sense of intuition. And honestly it can be a blessing and a curse. Whenever something has happened or is about to, its like my body can just feel something is different. It does not know what exactly, just that something is off. And its been happening for years. Now that away […]

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