#BellLetsTalk

For some people today is just another ordinary day. For some it means something. Not only is it my grandmother [who is like a mother’s birthday], its also #BellLetsTalk day. Its an initiative by Bell in Canada to raise awareness and to end the stigma towards mental health. Bell will donate more towards mental health […]

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I Feel Like a Failure

Today felt like shit. Its just one of those days where I feel overwhelmed, stressed, and disappointed in myself. I’m scared to talk about it with others because their response is always me overreacting. But if I am not careful, this could easily lead to depression. A lot of it has to do with me […]

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I Decided to Quit

I may not be the type of person to give up easily, but this was the message I sent to someone tonight: Hi So I’ve thought about this a lot over the past days and I don’t see myself being a part of club name for the rest of the school year. I am not […]

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2019 Recap…

Since its the last day of 2019, I thought it was a good idea to recap the year. Last year on New Years Eve, I did that in my journal and I enjoyed having to reflect on the past year – the good, the bad, the okay and the funny. I still plan on doing […]

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I’m Struggling…

Tonight, as I started writing in my journal, I only got through one sentence before starting to cry. All it said was Its been 5 months since Brian died. After that, I couldn’t continue with my thoughts. I planned to talked about my day. Just babble about useless things, not how I actually feel. And […]

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Where Have I Been?

If you go back to my last blog post, you would see that it was posted on September 18th 2019. That was over 3 weeks ago. Thing is, I am full time student with 5 courses who commutes, takes part in  extra-curricular activities and  volunteer at an organisation. Oh and there’s the applying for new […]

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I Survived a Networking Event

In my last post, I briefly mentioned being scared to go to networking events. Well today, I can officially say that I survived attending a hiring/networking event. Woohoo This event was put on by a huge insurance firm in Canada and targeted towards actuarial students. If you did not know, I am an economics student, […]

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I Am NOT Okay

Before I got back to Canada, I expected to go back to my normal routine; the hustle and bustle, trying to be productive and maybe try to be a bit social. I’ve been here for 2 weeks so far, and that has not happened. I’ve spent money mostly on Starbucks and commuting, but other than […]

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Back to School

At the time you are reading this, I will be sitting in a lecture hall waiting for my International Trade course to begin. Fun right? I expect the prof to be setting up, students to be walking in and me sitting there all alone. Because I’m the loner who no one speaks to and is […]

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August Memories

Am I the only one who feels like August went by quickly? Jeez. In a few days I am about to start my 4th year of university and I am NOT ready. I still feel like I am on vacation mode. Though I am kind of looking forward to summer ending. Fall is my favourite. […]

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