January 2021 Memories

Tonight, I tried styling my hair a bit different and it did not come out the way I wanted to. It honestly looks like a big frizzy mess which sucks but its fine. I will survive. Thats what it is like having curly hair, or maybe thats just a me thing. Anyway, lets talk about […]

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Mental Health is a Strange Thing

Some days I wake up to scratches and cuts on me, wondering where they came from because I don’t remember hurting myself, walking into something and I don’t have a pet. However, the other day I burned a finger in the oven while trying to take out a piece of bread that we put to […]

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2020 Recap…

Welcome to my 2020 recap. Hopefully we can agree that even though 2020 brought some interesting things, it was still a shit show. And if I am the only one who feels that way, thats okay too. So grab a drink and here goes… January On New Years day, there is an event in St. […]

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Let’s Chat: I don’t have the energy.

As the days go by, I realize that what made me happy, no longer does. I prefer to sleep my day away and find a distraction when I am awake – that could be reading, playing animal crossing, watching youtube. I don’t really feel for food. I have kind of stopped speaking to people unless […]

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Everything Happens for a Reason

If there is anything I have learned, its that everything happens for reason. I know it is such a cliche statement but its true. No matter how devastating something might seem at the moment, with time you start to realize that maybe it was meant to be and you would not be where you are […]

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Christmas is almost 3 months away

So I just looked at the calendar only to realize that Christmas is almost 3 months away. And I started to become sad. Christmas has always been my favourite holiday and time of year. It just feels so magical. It makes me happy seeing the decorations and christmas trees, even that first snowfall. I love […]

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Am I Okay?

Earlier today my mom asked me if I was okay? I was actually surprised by her question because either I have become terrible at hiding my feelings or she noticed I wasn’t being myself. So am I okay? Honestly, I do not know how to answer that. Something is off with me for sure, but […]

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Panic Attacks Suck!!!

Someone crouched down crying

So I just watched the latest episode of Below Deck Med and seeing one of the cast have a panic attack broke my heart. Whether or not you are a big fan of the show, know that I am not going to spoil anything. A lot of people experience anxiety, some worse than others. And […]

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July 2020 Memories

Its just one of those days where I am fighting with my ipad. For some reason it shows all my files on icloud have disappeared while its still there on my phone and laptop. So not sure whats going on with it. But its also the end of July which means my monthly recap. This […]

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Let’s Talk About Suicide

I don’t know when this is going up. I don’t know if this ever will be posted. And if you are seeing this, know that I wrote this on 23rd July 2020 at 10:00PM. I wasn’t ready to talk about this. Honestly I don’t know if I ever will be ready to talk about this. […]

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