This month, I barely touched my blog. And its not because I was busy. Instead, my depression was really bad. The past few weeks, I have been in the biggest slump and my motivation to do anything just isn’t there. So barely blogged, which isn’t like me. Honestly, if it wasn’t for things I had […]
Read MoreEver since I have been stuck in self-isolation, I have kept myself distracted, either by reading, playing video games, watching something or sleeping. But I am realizing that I am getting bored of doing that. Now that I am doing nothing, I am starting to feel alone. Very alone. The only people I have seen […]
Read MoreTonight, I tried styling my hair a bit different and it did not come out the way I wanted to. It honestly looks like a big frizzy mess which sucks but its fine. I will survive. Thats what it is like having curly hair, or maybe thats just a me thing. Anyway, lets talk about […]
Read MoreSome days I wake up to scratches and cuts on me, wondering where they came from because I don’t remember hurting myself, walking into something and I don’t have a pet. However, the other day I burned a finger in the oven while trying to take out a piece of bread that we put to […]
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Welcome to my 2020 recap. Hopefully we can agree that even though 2020 brought some interesting things, it was still a shit show. And if I am the only one who feels that way, thats okay too. So grab a drink and here goes… January On New Years day, there is an event in St. […]
Read MoreAs the days go by, I realize that what made me happy, no longer does. I prefer to sleep my day away and find a distraction when I am awake – that could be reading, playing animal crossing, watching youtube. I don’t really feel for food. I have kind of stopped speaking to people unless […]
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If there is anything I have learned, its that everything happens for reason. I know it is such a cliche statement but its true. No matter how devastating something might seem at the moment, with time you start to realize that maybe it was meant to be and you would not be where you are […]
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So I just looked at the calendar only to realize that Christmas is almost 3 months away. And I started to become sad. Christmas has always been my favourite holiday and time of year. It just feels so magical. It makes me happy seeing the decorations and christmas trees, even that first snowfall. I love […]
Read MoreEarlier today my mom asked me if I was okay? I was actually surprised by her question because either I have become terrible at hiding my feelings or she noticed I wasn’t being myself. So am I okay? Honestly, I do not know how to answer that. Something is off with me for sure, but […]
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So I just watched the latest episode of Below Deck Med and seeing one of the cast have a panic attack broke my heart. Whether or not you are a big fan of the show, know that I am not going to spoil anything. A lot of people experience anxiety, some worse than others. And […]
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