Opening up: Job search, grad school, travel, family

I want to open up about some things right now because I am sad and feel alone. It might be held against me. It might be complaining or overreacting. Honestly, I don’t care because its life, I have no one to talk to and its 2020. I can’t get into my National Student Loan Service […]

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Creating a “New Grad” bullet Journal

Over the past few weeks, I got into journaling, specifically bullet journaling. I started drawing, lettering and always seemed to be watching bullet journal videos on Youtube. I created a reading journal to document my reading journey. I may not the best at it, but there is just something calming about doing it and in […]

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Everything Happens for a Reason

If there is anything I have learned, its that everything happens for reason. I know it is such a cliche statement but its true. No matter how devastating something might seem at the moment, with time you start to realize that maybe it was meant to be and you would not be where you are […]

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September 2020 Memories

I am not sure which one I am more surprised by; the fact that the year is almost over or that I have kept up with these recaps. Just last week I reached 200 followers on this blog. It might not be a lot compared to others, but I am very proud that I have […]

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Decided to create a new blog

Sometimes I have good ideas, while most times I have questionable ones. So you might be wondering what did I do this time? I decided to create a “professional-ish” blog. Recently, a hiring manager gave me some advice. One of the points he made was creating a professional website. He told me that my writing […]

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Stressed, Anxious & Overwhelmed

I feel like I am in way over my head right now, that all I want to do is just cry myself to sleep. But instead of doing that I am going to eat my feelings away in lemon strudels and talk about what is going on. Because I am stressed, anxious, overwhelmed and hate […]

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August 2020 Memories

So I am sitting by my phone waiting for my doctors office to call me about renewing my prescriptions of acne and anxiety medication. And its been 4 hours. The point of this story is to not be an idiot like me, calling last minute when you are almost out of medication and your insurance […]

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Getting Rejected vs Getting Ghosted by Companies

A few days ago [Friday] I applied to a job, only to get the standard rejection email this morning in my inbox. I wasn’t upset because unpopular opinion is that I prefer getting rejected than never hearing from that company. Imagine taking the time to make that resume and cover letter to fit that position. […]

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Oopsie. I bought Another Planner

2 weeks ago, I talked about wanting to buy a planner. It was one of my questionable midnight decisions. Tonight, I bought another planner. So how did we get here? We can all agree that 2020 has been trash and that it keeps on getting worse. And even though I had a perfectly good planner […]

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messing with my anxiety

For the past 20 mins, I have been sitting near my phone waiting for a call that doesn’t seem to come. See on Friday, I got an email from an HR person at a company asking if I would be available for a short interview from 3pm-4pm. Obviously I said yes because a girl is […]

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