I feel like more than ever no one understand what I am going through and how I may be feeling the way that I am. They dont understand what its like to be broken. To lose your person. To trust. To leave the house. To make a simple phone call. And even though you may […]
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I can finally say I am done with those grad school applications. Thank god. I only applied to 3 schools/programs and even though it might not seem like a lot, it wasn’t fun. Its costly, detailed and the information asked is similar but different. And there were times where I was frustrated and wanted to […]
Read MoreSome days I wake up to scratches and cuts on me, wondering where they came from because I don’t remember hurting myself, walking into something and I don’t have a pet. However, the other day I burned a finger in the oven while trying to take out a piece of bread that we put to […]
Read MoreLately, I have been feeling like I am drowning. I feel like I can’t breathe because there is a lot going on through my head. I don’t know how to explain it for you to understand, and I don’t want it to seem like I am complaining or going through a crisis. There’s just a […]
Read MoreI want to open up about some things right now because I am sad and feel alone. It might be held against me. It might be complaining or overreacting. Honestly, I don’t care because its life, I have no one to talk to and its 2020. I can’t get into my National Student Loan Service […]
Read MoreThe past half hour has been an interesting one. I’m just laying on my bed, reading and I suddenly hear a knock. Sounds common right? Except that its after 7pm, I did not expect anyone, its dark and I am the only one in the house. But I decided to answer it anyway. He said […]
Read MoreSometimes the stories that are the hardest to tell are the ones that we need to share. These stories can shape our lives and our minds, and the only way to move on is to talk about it. When I shared that story for that the time last year on my instagram it felt like […]
Read MoreA few days ago I made a post talking about how I was stressed and overwhelmed with the things going on in my life. Almost a week later, mostly everything has worked out. And hopefully by tomorrow it will done and gone. A lot of those feelings came from a research paper that I did […]
Read MoreI feel like I am in way over my head right now, that all I want to do is just cry myself to sleep. But instead of doing that I am going to eat my feelings away in lemon strudels and talk about what is going on. Because I am stressed, anxious, overwhelmed and hate […]
Read MoreFor the past 20 mins, I have been sitting near my phone waiting for a call that doesn’t seem to come. See on Friday, I got an email from an HR person at a company asking if I would be available for a short interview from 3pm-4pm. Obviously I said yes because a girl is […]
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Arristella 