June 2020 memories

Another month has come and gone. Things are getting back to normal, or the “new normal”, but I’m still sad that I can’t travel. Yes, I will continue complaining about that because I’m usually with my doggie around this time and I am still sad that my travel plans are in limbo/cancelled. June was an […]

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Moving to Canada: Now and Then

People at an airport waiting

This is my 100th post. Wooohoooooo. Perfect timing. Today (June 28th 2015) marks 5 years since I moved to Canada. And its so interesting to look back to see how much life has changed and how much I have changed in those 5 years. Unlike other people, I had it easy. Since my mom was […]

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Tired of Spending Money – A Rant

This is going to be a rant because like the title says, I am tired of spending money. My birthday is exactly a month from today – July 25th. And honestly I am not looking forward to it. Usually I’m spending it with my puppy and family in the Caribbean. But borders are closed and […]

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Wholesome Conversation with a Stranger

I have slowly been applying to jobs because why not. I have justI graduated, travel plans are ruined and I’m bored at home. In the next few months, I will take it more seriously, but for right now, I’m only apply to one or two a day. And so far they are the standard rejection […]

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My Struggle between Straight Hair and curly Hair

A few days ago I finally took my graduation photos. And I was struggling with the decision whether or not I wanted my hair to be curly or straightened. I have a love hate relationship with my hair [and I think that is a story on its own]. So for me to make the decision […]

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I’m Anxious Over Taking Photos and I Hate Myself

I’m taking my graduation photos this afternoon. Its 10:30 right now and I am ball of anxiety. And its such a weird feeling for me because I haven’t felt that in a while. Some part of me hates myself that I can’t do something normal and something that I have been looking forward to. The […]

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Just Hearing Those Words: Part 2

For an entire week, I prayed and hoped and wished, every single day that he would survive. Every single time that I received a message or a call, I was afraid for it to be those words. The confirmation that I didn’t want. I was about to fall asleep when my phone rang. It was […]

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May 2020 Memories

Another month has gone by and I honestly don’t know if that is a good thing or bad thing. Yeah we’re almost halfway through the year, but its also been a shitty year with quite a lot of things happening. Sooooo. Nothing exciting happened during the month. Pretty much stayed home, slept, read, watched a […]

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Comparing yourself to Strangers because of Social Media

A while ago I ended up scrolling through some stranger’s instagram photos, and honestly that was the biggest mistake ever. One of the reasons why I do not like social media is because it makes you compare yourself and achievements to others. And I hate doing that because it makes me feel down. So why […]

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Just Hearing Those Words: Part 1

I have a good sense of intuition. And honestly it can be a blessing and a curse. Whenever something has happened or is about to, its like my body can just feel something is different. It does not know what exactly, just that something is off. And its been happening for years. Now that away […]

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