Just Wanted to Say Hi

I have tried to start this post several different ways now and none of them sounded right.

The short version of what I was trying to say is that it has been a while since I have come on here – to write, to read, to interact. And to be honest, I don’t know if I am ready or will ever be ready to come back like I was before. I think after losing my grandmother, I changed, and not in a good way. I have kind of just lost interest in a lot of things that made me happy before. And in the past few months, since I have been gone, a lot has happened in my life. The biggest things to happen so far is that

  1. I started seeing a therapist.
  2. I am in a relationship.
  3. I left my graduate program.

All these things need an explanation/story. Maybe one day it will come, maybe it wont.

So how am I doing?

It depends on the day. Lately, I’m not doing well and my depression is at its lowest. I spend my entire day in bed sleeping 11 hours and then playing my switch. I am still in the grieving process and I miss my grandmother every single day.

I know that this post is all over the place. Just know that I wanted to say hi.

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A quirky, possibly crazy 22 year old talking about her life and doggie.

2 thoughts on “Just Wanted to Say Hi

  1. Hi! πŸ‘‹πŸΎ I’m just now seeing this post but I truly hope therapy helps you to heal and cope. It’s hard now, and the loss will never go away but I hope you eventually learn to thrive and cope despite the burden. Sending you love and light

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