I have tried to start this post several different ways now and none of them sounded right.
The short version of what I was trying to say is that it has been a while since I have come on here – to write, to read, to interact. And to be honest, I don’t know if I am ready or will ever be ready to come back like I was before. I think after losing my grandmother, I changed, and not in a good way. I have kind of just lost interest in a lot of things that made me happy before. And in the past few months, since I have been gone, a lot has happened in my life. The biggest things to happen so far is that
- I started seeing a therapist.
- I am in a relationship.
- I left my graduate program.
All these things need an explanation/story. Maybe one day it will come, maybe it wont.
So how am I doing?
It depends on the day. Lately, I’m not doing well and my depression is at its lowest. I spend my entire day in bed sleeping 11 hours and then playing my switch. I am still in the grieving process and I miss my grandmother every single day.
I know that this post is all over the place. Just know that I wanted to say hi.