Just like the title says, I’m feeling grumpy today and I don’t know why.
Its one of those days where I am in a mood and can’t explain it. I would rather not be feeling that way, but I can’t do anything about it.
Lately I have been questioning my choices and situations. Am I making the right choice by going to grad school? Do I want to get a phd after? Do I want to continue studying economics? What do I want to do with that degree? Consulting? Non-profit? Economist? Think tank? Bank? Government?
I’m also wondering if I took on more than I can handle. Constant zoom call. A grant due next week. MY NCUR presentation next week. Sending out thank you cards. Studying for and taking my g1. Making edits on that paper and emailing my professor to schedule a call. Unlock NSLSC account to get tax documents, then do my taxes. These are all the things i remembered I need to get done in the next week. Wouldn’t be surprised if I am missing a few.
On top of that, I had a bug situation in my room at 4:30am this morning. If you have never had a bug crawl on you in the night and/or while you were sleeping, thank the god because it is traumatizing. I was up, heard a bug in my room, saw it was on my rug and killed the living shit out of it. For some reason, bugs always end up in my room, no other part of the house, and it is always while everyone is asleep.
This post wasn’t meant to make sense. It was for me to vent. Sorry not sorry.