Today I woke up to a rejection email from one of the masters program I applied to. What a great way to start the morning eh?
Nothing comes easy to me. I have received so many rejections over the past year and beyond that I have lost emotion when I get rejected. But this one hurt more because it was the school and program I was the most interested in and excited for. I keep on hoping that its a mistake and I will get another email being like, sorry. But I don’t see that happening.
I know that everything happens for a reason and that rejection leads to redirection blah blah blah. But it still hurts. I know that admissions were competitive this year considering the circumstances. But it still hurts to find out. I still feel like a failure. I’m sad.
I still have to hear back from one more school. So lets hope for the best. In the meantime, I am going to find a way to cheer myself up.