So I have been in a bit of a mood lately. And its not been a good one. Its understandable with everything going on. I am not upset with myself for that. I’ve lost interest in doing anything, speaking to people, keeping up with the little bit of school I have left.
Until today when I had a moment of happiness. Forgetting everything that was going on.
As much as its weird to admit this, just having a video call with my doggie, made my day better. And yes you read that right. I videocalled my dog.
This afternoon my uncle messaged me. And he is the type to only message me when he wants something. I didn’t really want to deal with him because I was a mood, but its family and I don’t ignore family. I don’t mind ignoring anyone else, but when it comes to family, I always check the message.
Don’t worry. Nothing bad happened to anyone and he didn’t want a favour. He was just checking up on me. So we went back and forth for a little while, till I asked him if he was home. When he said yes, I told him to go get my dog. That I wanted to videocall my dog.
I have no problem admitting that I am the type of person who will speak to her dog through a phone screen. I am the type of person who will instantly get happy seeing their dog thousands of miles away. Just those 5 minutes seeing my little boy cheered me up and made my day, even though he had no clue what was going on.
Unless you have a pet that you are away from, you have no idea how much you can miss them, especially when your days are just shitty. You have no idea how seeing their face can brighten your day. You miss all the things that they do which annoy you. And the nicknames you give them. And their annoying loud barking at any and everything they see.
Honestly I’m just happy that I was able to see my doggie via a video call. I know it sounds silly when he had no idea what was going on. But it made me smile. It made my day. I might have to get my uncle to do it a bit more often for me, even though it will cost me. Unfortunately, I might have to bribe him [with money] because he and the doggie have a love hate relationship and that’s the only way he will do something like that for me.
I don’t care if you judge me, but I miss my best-est friend in the whole wide world.