Honestly, the last thing I want to do right now is write a blog post. I just wrote an essay that sucked all the life and energy out of me. But I am doing this because I want to share my story and it is a moment to look back on.
So about a week ago, I made a post about needing to get my shit together.
Well the week is officially over and I can say that didn’t happen. I really tried but I nope. For some reason, I was really tired. I’m not sure if it was just getting back into a routine, but I was always exhausted. And I can’t even blame it on not sleeping because I slept. And there was no reason to be exhausted because all I did was go to school and come back home.
My suitcase and carry-on are the exact same place that I left it when I came back that Wednesday. And its been over a week. I know, its so bad. Instead of unpacking, I just keep on taking whatever I need from it. Because my suitcase if filled with summer clothes that I can’t wear in the winter, its just something I don’t even both thinking about till I walk near it.
I am still behind on school work. Initially I was 2 weeks behind. Now I am 3 weeks behind and very confused in class. I am honestly only caught up with one class because I need to do my readings every week and had an essay due tonight. Other than that, wish me luck.
Honestly, I think the only thing that really happened in the past week was that I spent an absurd amount of money. Some part of me just wants to blame it on being in Canada and my bad spending habits, but another part of it knows that it was one time costs or important expenses that needed to be dealt with. And honestly, it hurt spending so much money. I think I will do a post about the amount of money I spent, because I like seeing things like that. I know I am a nerd.
But the good thing is that it is a new week and another chance to be productive. For me, I don’t need to get everything done. I just want to make progress.
Let’s try this again.